I was nervous about sharing any images of myself at first. (If you ever want to mess with someone just post their snapchat username on reddit with the tag.) Within minutes of posting my username I had already gotten hundreds of friend requests. But I suddenly became inspired to create a second snapchat account and posted it there. I’m not sure how exactly I stumbled upon the Dirty Snapchat subreddit.
I started wondering if all this time they weren’t as bad as I thought they were. I never ended up meeting him in real life but he formed a lasting impression on me when he confessed that he really liked my boobs. The first guy I ever sexted I had met on tinder. He looked up a lot of sex tips online so I thought he was just saying that because he had read somewhere how complimenting a girl’s body is more likely to help her orgasm or something. More sexual encounters followed and I still hadn’t gotten any better. I had been told once during sex that my boobs were beautiful but I didn’t really think too much of it. The first time I ever slept with someone I was so self conscious after he took off my shirt that I couldn’t enjoy myself at all. I didn’t think my body was flattering or proportional and felt more comfortable in public when it was covered up. Most of my life my body was criticized by family or playground bullies (elementary school was not fun).
Nobody ever sings about flat butts, sigh. Also, I don’t have the kind of butt that would ever be featured in a rap music video. My boobs didn’t look like the kind I’d see on television: round, perky, and pink with small areolas.
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